IT IS HALLOWEEN and I HAVE a SCARY FEAR OF PUBLISHING THIS BLAHG…or is it just False Expectations Appearing Real?   I have learned a few things about myself and my writing process in the last few weeks. Here are three things:   One, I do not have a set schedule for writing for better or for worse. It is 5:30pm right now.   Two, I am terrified of publishing a blog for all to see. Calling is a Blahg makes it more fun…boat log and happy gratitude’s, BLAHG!   Three, I do not like to edit my work on the screen.   So back to reason number one, I…